Tripolar

Hi, my name is Charles and I'm addict It's like I'm addicted to being perfect it's a habit When I hit the nail on the head it's gon' lead to magic But whenever I don't get it I lose my head it's so tragic I love to dot the i's and when I'm done go cross the t's I love to pay attention to shit that no one else sees I like to put myself under pressure it's a disease And whenever there is silence I just think you don't believe I know you give me confidence and give me everything I know you go outta your way to tell me I'm a king I know it's so confusing but I always doubt the win And that will be proven by the songs I throw inside the bin I should be feeling 100 with everything you tell me I just think this overthinking sometimes gets unhealthy And I never open up to even let them help me I just force a smile whenever they want a selfie Hi, my name is Pika and I'm addict It's like I'm addicted to over-loving it's a habit I always put others before myself and it's so tragic Cause when the interaction sizzles out I start to panic I haven't done anything but I always feel so guilty I never open my eyes to see the people who milk me I give em a 100 they like Virgil giving me 50 And when I open my eyes I'm already feeling filthy Damn Why don't you just treat me how I treat you? Or is it cause I'm placing you high and then tryna reach you? I'm always opening up to the point that I am see through I thought that was human nature not something they will teach you Why does everyone start explosive And down the line you notice that they must have a motive? I just thought you was in the same sea my boat is I don't know why this bullshit takes time to notice Hi my name is DNL and I fell I used to be able to knock niggas before the bell My ex was so abusive and stories I cannot tell My work rate just dropped and then I wiggled straight into my shell I used to blame everybody for not being around me I used to think there was people out here that's tryna drown me I used to wonder with all my talent why they ain't found me There was a couple of times that I gave up and threw my crown g I just felt ordinary whenever I lost my sight In the night there was clearly some issues I had to fight Argue with myself when there was no one there Constantly thinking bout my future and instilling fear I can give advice but it don't work when it's about me I've got people in my ear telling me no one doubts me I've got Noble telling me "brother I am so proud g" I've got 2020 vision but how come I can't see