Way to Vacant

I've been way to vacant Living in the matrix yea yea I don't know why I'm waiting It's way beyond patience yea yea I don't wanna say it I don't think I'll make it yea yea Maybe I just wasted Wasted Half my life like yea yea It's getting harder for me just to say it I ain't really up in they playlist Everyday it feels like it's raining I don't even know if I've been lazy I've been way to vacant Like What am I chasing Baby can you help me I don't feel amazing Tryna figure out if every days being wasted Is it being wasted? Fuck it let's not think shit This shit ain't hard to me You know what's hard for me Working so hard to get far to be hardly seen That shit really bothers me All these feelings I've been holding up deep inside ive spent a long time harbouring Get sliced in the arteries If you talk down to me it's looking like a spartan scene Watching Batman chilling in some fucking robins jeans I can't turn my brain off i hear it keep on calling me Yea all it does start talking shit like your watching this over Spittin shit and mixin it even tho I've recorded like 20 hits in the past week I still feel like shit so I'm smoking mad weed I've been way to vacant Living in the matrix yea yea I don't know why I'm waiting It's way beyond patience yea yea I don't wanna say it I don't think I'll make it yea yea Maybe I just wasted Wasted Half my life like yea yea Tip the bottle back Thinking where we started at Is this shit real or is it just a fucking act Cuz when I really start thinking back truly It's seeming like I never even knew me Damn And that's all because I can't help but think If that shit never happened I'd be more complete I'd be more of me Fuck these memories I need to move on control alt delete Yea I'm incomplete Yea Im feeling like a wizard without sorcery This is torturing I just wanna be one the best get up in that fucking Jordan league Legendary Yea I wanna be more than me Ain't no way to guard me Can't warden me Me and you are so the opposite like orange and green Yea I'm way Too determined no extorting me Yea I gotta put my all in this and hope my shot hits I hope I got this no my brain won't slow down Yea it talks shit to make me get pissed I've been so patient but that's over now I've been way to vacant Living in the matrix yea yea I don't know why I'm waiting It's way beyond patience yea yea I don't wanna say it I don't think I'll make it yea yea Maybe I just wasted Wasted Half my life like yea yea Yea