I've been counting sheep
Trying to fall asleep
Without you by my side
No matter how hard I try
I always seem to lie awake
Feeling nothing
Wasting my time
You say you love me
But you don't know who I used to be
And I feel like you should know
I'm starting to feel tired all the time
How do I escape my mind?
I feel my bones compress
I'm ready to let go
Of this weight in my chest
I'm tired of being a mess
I'm not, I'm not
I'm just a little off track
I'm paranoid
I'm a hypochondriac
Doing my best to avoid my feelings
Seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling
I know it's not what it seems
But I still feel lonely in my dreams
Why am I drifting away?
Why do I feel like this when I know I shouldn't?
I know I shouldn't
I know I shouldn't, I know
I feel my bones compress
I'm ready to let go
Of this weight on my chest
I'm tired of being a mess
I'm not, I'm not
I'm just a little off track
I'm paranoid
I'm a hypochondriac
