Not Today

I could feel the girl I used to be Beneath the skin, the air I breathe The thoughts I think are talking My heavy soul, and organs, and bone Rushing blood I now am prone to These scars in which I'm hiding Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul to sleep Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul I'm alive and breathing I'll turn my world around From now on, I will be dancing and singing to the sounds Of the world around me Maybe tonight I will sleep soundly Avoiding the voices screaming inside my head that Wish that I was dead But not today Walking barefoot through the grass Finding beauty in all that passes I cannot believe my eyes Today the sun is shining and The sky's no longer crying Reasons to live in disguise Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul to sleep Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul I'm alive and breathing I'll turn my world around From now on, I will be dancing and singing to the sounds Of the world around me Maybe tonight I will sleep soundly Avoiding the voices screaming inside my head that Wish that I was dead But not today Not toady Oh I heard them screaming but not today I'll just sing La, da, da, da La, da, da, da La, da, da, da La, da, da, da Oh I'll just sing La, da, da, da La, da, da, da La, da, da, da La, da, da, da Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul to sleep Rain falls down the heavy sounds Sing my soul I'm alive and breathing I'll turn my world around From now on, I will be dancing and singing to the sounds Of the world around me Maybe tonight I will sleep soundly Avoiding the voices screaming inside my head that wish that I was dead But not today