So It Was All for Nothing

And I've done some things that I understand So you act like I don't even exist Though you know me like the back of your hand That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist That's why I'm swerving in my car off a fifth That's why I'm slurring all these words you'll forget And in the morning you'll be back with this shit But not right now, right now I hope it's hell with someone else I hope it's hell with someone else You stole my heart and made it cold It turned to ice and then it melts And all these drugs will never help, this bottle makes me hate myself I've got my back against the wall Feel like the sharpest knife I've ever felt And I can't keep playing all these games Made me think maybe things won't be the same Last time I tried to blame myself When I realize nothing ever change So why the fuck do I wanna feel this pain When I'm out here stuck within the rain Stuck within the rain And I've done some things that I understand So you act like I don't even exist Though you know me like the back of your hand That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist That's why I'm swerving in my car off a fifth That's why I'm slurring all these words you'll forget And in the morning you'll be back with this shit But not right now, right now And I've done some things that I understand So you act like I don't even exist Though you know me like the back of your hand That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist (Scars on my wrist) (Scars on my wrist, scars on my, scars on my, scars on my wrist)