Scared to Death

Swim hard through the ten thousand things The world is an assassin with a secret grin Keep on fighting through the pain she brings Life is the strangest light Keep seeking something some last step You're a circle in a quandary in a dance with breath You're so scared to be what you're not yet Hoping love is its own reward Seeking myself I'm not there I'm a whisper in a spectre in a gasp of air I'm scared to death I'm scared to death Play dice with a great host of bones Life is like a trickster selling pay day loans You order bread end up sucking on stones Maybe death has it's own accord Some grand agreement with the stars and the moon The adder in the meadow and of course with you You are so scared to face the great unknown The darkness you really need Seeking something That makes some sense You're a whisper in a spectre in a drawn out breath You're scared to death You're scared to death You're scared to death You're scared to death Always we'll be looking for you in the night sky All twisted up watching for you in the night sky All madness is mirrored here upon the night sky Deep black water running up on to the night Try hard to put the creatures down But the more you struggle the more they gather round Strange white machines strange rattling sounds A gathering of pointless words Seems all that matters is the love we breed The myriad connections in the swollen seas Of our confusion all trying to get free Love is it's own reward Seeking yourself you are not there You are a whisper in a spectre in a gasp of air Seeking rational and holy too I'm a grinner I'm a loser I'm a washed up fool Seeking downwards and falling up We're a random storm of atoms trying to be us Seeking something that makes some sense You're a whisper in a spectre in a drawn out breath We're scared to death We're scared to death You're scared to death You're scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death