A Decade of Thoughts

I'm writing you a letter At least a decade long Because I want you to know That something is wrong So don't try to fool me No, when I want to explain That there is nothing within For you to gain If I gave you Heaven Would you stay with me? I want to know Though it really doesn't matter If I told you the truth Would you lie to me For the sake Of the so called manner? I've seen right through you Deep within your soul It made me lose my senses You made me lose control No matter what you say My choice is made I think it's better If we leave it to fate