mixd Up (feat. Blackwinterwells & 8485)

My little bonsai planet Head's mixed up, I gotta go now I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out Gotta get up, no I can't stay down They been testin' me, but really at what cost now? Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in I just really wanna live, what did I walk it? I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin' Lost it all, but I'll make it back I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track Don't know why I fuckin' laugh It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that Head's mixed up, I gotta go now I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out Gotta get up, no I can't stay down They been testin' me, but really at what cost now? I'm mixed up, confused Don't know me or you No one knows me like you do Spent my whole life confused Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie Mix all of my guts into bits then consume me In the wild, like I'm Gumi Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me I'm disaffected, unscrew my head a bit Papers are still ripped, there's no proof that I still exist But I still bleed though, so much I'll stain you Lady MacBeth on your hands then replace you It's a risk and I don't think I wanna take it Think I'm in 'cause I'm convincing when I fake it But I know by the time that I make it To the start of the line Won't race 'cause I can't win Can't escape, but can't begin Way too late and stretched too thin Faults are breaking on my skin I'm so scared, I'll never try No one's there, so why should I be? I don't care, no, I won't cry Sit and stare while it goes by me Head's mixed up, I gotta go now I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out Gotta get up, no I can't stay down They been testin' me, but really at what cost now? Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in I just really wanna live, what did I walk it? I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'