Hard To Luv

You make it so hard to love I know you've been scarred, love Oooh Lately me and you ain't on the same page Lately we've been talking 'bout the same thing And I swear the shit annoying, phone ringing, I'm recording We both yelling at the top of our lungs, we both losing our voices Know you been hurt so many times that You get tired of trying even to believe me When I say I love you, swear I mean it, Love is blind but I wish you could see it in me You make it so hard I know you've been scarred But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere Nowhere, nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah I know this shit gets complicated, 'Cause lately I been all in my feelings I know when you flirt you love me that you really mean it But I can't let feel it, Cause I'm afraid to show you my true feelings, yeah Scared to show you love, 'Cause everything I love, I've lost, ain't with me, yeah, yeah And part of these drugs, These thoughts in my head, they're hard to remember, yeah, yeah All out January, February, all out drunk in December, yeah I swear my heart is cold as the winter, yeah, inside I'm trembling And I can't let you in, even if I wanted to 'Cause I've been scarred for years And my heart been gone for two years I know you mean it when you say you love me You been through shit with me when it was ugly Slept on the floor with me handle how I thuggin' At least you ain't leave when I ain't have nothin' Know you been hurt so many times that You get tired of trying even to believe me When I say I love you, swear I mean it, Love is blind but I wish you could see it in me You make it so hard I know you've been scarred But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere Nowhere, nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, when the love real This ain't how it feel Before the drugs and pills I was numb but wasn't sober, used to get high off our love still Our heartbeat used to beat to the same tune When it only me, and she knew Similar to me and June in the room, Listening to London On Da Track beat Tryna catch a vibe while we playin' the loot If that went over your head You know that feeling when the door knock and your heart Drop You know its the feds, and you know you wasn't prepared And now you nervous and scared, heart broke no one can repair Listening to your friends lies, but knowing that that ain't Derez Derez De'Shon Know you been hurt so many times that You get tired of trying even to believe me When I say I love you, swear I mean it, Love is blind but I wish you could see it in me You make it so hard I know you've been scarred But I swear to God, I ain't going nowhere Nowhere, nowhere, yeah, yeah, yeah You make it so hard for me to love you When all I want to do is love you Let me love you Baby let your guard down Baby let your guard down