25th June

There was something I was meant to do, somewhere I was meant to be I was in the great blue horizon, between the Heaven and Earth Days were unchanging Life is what you make it But I've been feeling wasted What is this is the peak and I just get complacent What if I never make it and I drown in self hatred Holding onto all these insecurities as payments Coz time is money and I've been investing all my savings Slowing down and talking to somebody seems amazing But that is just a luxury right now Meditate meditate I'm turning the lights down The sky will always be grey like replays As a kid all of us were taught either be great or see straight So I dont wanna regret or rephrase Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is cliche Coz I've just been dreaming while time has been passing You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing If you love something you just set it free Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week Oh no And every night I dreamed the same dream, smell of damp Earth The scream that no one heard. I would hear them calling I just wish that I could travel time To understand what I have in mind One day at a time As a kid I was happy go lucky Now my imaginary friends dont trust me Tryna find the meaning of a home Surrounded by my family but I'm feeling alone Sitting in my room, staring at the walls I'm afraid of heights but I'm not afraid to fall Feeling like a scapegoat to my own demons Quick to give advice but I dont stop my own bleeding I guess I need a break from these ways Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is a cliche Coz I've just been dreaming while time has been passing You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing If you love something you just set it free Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week Oh no I knew if I went in there, I might never come back out again Nobody Nobody noticed it Yeah I had a lot of dreams like that and I guess you can call me romantic Because I truly believed that they'd come true so I dreamed about it for hours and hours As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people They said I was just dreaming Made me happy to think that they just didn't know yet who I was gonna be But one day they'll all see