Paralyzed

You come uninvited You take me by surprise and You keep me up at night, oh I Can't run from where I'm hiding You make it hard to fight Way you keep me paralyzed When I'm all alone you go and take control away What we don't know can't hurt, can't understand what might've been Don't wanna know what you heard, your words don't hold no weight I been low so long don't notice when I dive again In my defense, I been known to chase But I don't want wind up in the type of thing I just can't escape Render my movement useless And my home so hopeless You ain't used to do this But now you hone your focus I say You come uninvited You take me by surprise and You keep me up at night, oh I Can't run from where I'm hiding You make it hard to fight Way you keep me paralyzed Got a new bottle now Maybe this one can calm me down Just like you wanted You ran from your promise Got a new bottle now Maybe this one'll put me down Instead of your comments Is it worth being honest? What I wouldn't give to control myself Couldn't give in so I told myself That I'd be better off just giving up on me and be someone else Spending more time working on my health Used to go and lie bout the things I felt But now we set it off, I meant it all, I need you to be my help I say You come uninvited You take me by surprise and You keep me up at night, oh I Can't run from where I'm hiding You make it hard to fight Way you keep me paralyzed I could lay it all down for you You won't pull me close you You put me down Must feel so strong Lay it all down for you You won't pull me close you You put me down It's been so long So long So long So long So long as we sleep on it 7 nights out the week, honest Wasn't coming for me Things we say ain't for lease, own it Way you felt, could've least shown it I need help, so I reach for it Tell me how it's gon' be Really, tell me how it's gon' be 'cause I need peace and it's all in the mental Late night, ain't right That I lean on you 'til the morning It's nothing against you Spent days long on the same song Couldn't right wrongs, even with a pen or the pencil Now I keep a new standard The way I'm gon' handle it Couldn't hold on when I thought I was gon' damage it You shouldn't wait long when you reaching for a hand with it I say You come uninvited You take me by surprise and You keep me up at night, oh I Can't run from where I'm hiding You make it hard to fight Way you keep me paralyzed