Ghosts

What is it? What I'm afraid of? Is it that after all this time I just keep going on The same long road Full of mud holes and stones? Why is it so hard To find a way to home? Why do I feel so lonely? The state of the world is a good choice So full of prejudice and indifference That makes it so hard For everybody to just keep searching It's a pretty messed up place I hate this fucking world People, doing fucked up things to each other Hurting each other Without shame nor regret Telling us that we don't stand a chance There's always a voice That knocks you down Making you numb Telling you to stay there And making you feel That all your emotions are Futile and overrated I'm scared of the courage I need To kill Who I am? I'm afraid to accept That I'm alone Lingering In the dark Lost in time Like a single drop in the rain Addicted to a false reality A fantasy that nothing nor someone Will never take away And all the people that you love The people that you dream together whit Will disappear Like ghosts In the end, it's just you and nobody else You can rely only on yourself The world don't owe you anything In the blink of an eye You're gone, forgotten After all this time You were always right It's only me In my heart is raining Life is hurting Lost in time Trying to rewind No matter what I wanted to say No matter how hard I try After all these years loving you You promised me Will be together That day on the beach And all the people that you love The people that you dream together whit Will disappear Like ghosts In the end, it's just you and nobody else You can rely only on yourself The world don't owe you anything In the blink of an eye You're gone, forgotten After all this time You were always right It's only me