Look at all those fucks I gave
Pulled teeth I've been trying to save
A liability I'll still waive
Because I carried you halfway
Took apart the mess I've made
No matter how clean I have been
I get stuck again
I'm becoming the quicksand
I think it's starting to sink in
Hollowed out
Reinflated, a borrowed second wind
Soaked in your doubt
Always coughing up your intentions
Dragged from the lake that I drowned in
Left it the way that I found it
How fucking far do I have to go out of my mind to find a place you haven't been?
How fucking hard do I have to crash to shake the black box loose?
Get me off your grid
It only takes the slightest shift
To dent, break, or drop this fragile freight
But there was only empty here
There was only hate
And you were only testing the echo
Slipped out the back door
You burned through the patience I had brought
Backed down again
The coward I've been
Smart enough to know I've lost
Smooth out the surface
Back to the bliss, I built alone
Staircase wit won't even give a shit
Forget about you getting high as fuck at home
I'm stuck
