I Do It to Myself

I've got a waking premonition A little like a shadow of a ghost Black cloud she wraps around my vision Digging her claws where no one goes I'm not into confessing I find it more depressing Tell me why I should go Yeah, I've got bad attention Always over thinking Tell me what I don't know I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction I don't need any help Yeah, I know it's self-infliction I'm drowning it out, washing it down I try to tell the voices but They're feeding my doubt I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction A problem child by definition Asked her to leave, but she won't go They got a name for that addiction A broken heart, a broken home I'm not into confessing I find it more depressing Tell me why I should go Yeah, I've got bad attention Always over thinking Tell me what I don't know I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction I don't need any help Yeah, I know it's self-infliction I'm drowning it out, washing it down I try to tell the voices but They're feeding my doubt I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction Talking to myself again Talking to myself again In my head, my only friend In my head, my only friend Talking to myself again I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction I don't need any help Yeah, I know it's self-infliction I'm drowning it out, washing it down I try to tell the voices but They're feeding my doubt I do it to myself I'm a walking contradiction