Self-Destruction

Take my hand Pull me through this I'm trying I swear And I won't let you go Stop me from falling I can almost see the bottom Maybe I Could use some help Ever since I was young I've been at war with my own blood A state of mind I can't get out The constant fear of failure Too afraid to try How am I meant to survive When the world in my head Makes me fear my own life I refuse to be bound By these anchors at my feet As I start to drown Underweight of misery I'm sick and tired Of this life, I'm living I was told I'd have a meaning But so far I'm just sinking This is all an avenue Of fucking self-destruction The bottle has no answers But I don't know myself I just need some time away So I can clear my head Maybe I can beat this feeling That I am always sinking Take my hand Pull me through this I'm trying I swear And I won't let you go Stop me from falling I can almost see the bottom Maybe I Maybe I Could use some help Take my hand Pull me through this I'm trying I swear And I won't let you go Stop me from falling I can almost see the bottom Maybe I Maybe I Could use some help Don't see the sadness As a reason to leave Don't make me bury you I cannot be without you The demons in your blood Can only make you stronger Once you stop being afraid You will feel the sun on your face This life is not enough You've got to make it yours Maybe just one day It will all be ok In life or in death I will see you again No matter the struggle I know what you're going through I'm right beside you You're not You're not You're not alone