Gravestone

I feel this pressure been buildin' up Yeah, I feel it in my bones I feel the weight of every choice I'm makin' when it's set in stone I wanna leave a mark, and show 'em that I'm comin' from the heart This is everything I have and I'm still chasin' down the spark Yeah, that hunger back when I was fifteen Music was my only way out and nobody did believe But I knew I had to show 'em, leave 'em all in disbelief Up until this there's no denyin' everything that I've achieved So I'm saying like I am not somebody you can plot against Every move you make against me, I will make the opposite I'll be turning all of their opinions into compliments Never had the confidence But now I steppin' up, I'm shinin' light on your incompetence I am not one of these rappers that in five years will not matter I will not leave at the chatter, I'm dictating every conversation This ain't an album, it's just practicing dedication Yeah, it's finally workin' out Makin' all these different sounds Tearin' down my heart on every page, it's time I let it out Used to be so scared to be this specific, but if I don't give in Then nobody would ever listen It's my fate, so I'ma take it to my grave What you want written on your gravestone? Were you great, were you fake, were you never known? Did you leave a legacy or did you follow every trend? Would you let some people hate you? Or do you try to make amends? What you want written on your gravestone? Were you great, were you fake, were you never known? Did you leave a legacy or did you follow every trend? Would you let some people hate you? Or do you try to make amends? Mood swings, anxiety is up and down, makes it hard to ever do things Cracks in my skull made me scared of my health not improving Death on my shoulder and it affects the way I view things If I die this better be the best stuff I'm producing So I'm filling notebooks stuffed full of songs that made me cry It's full of songs about my life and full of songs, I tell no lies Locked myself in the studio, swear that I been so exhausted Sometimes I wanna stop this But I couldn't stop if I wanted You know I'm just being honest Every time I try to take a break I just end up back on it I'm obsessed with droppin' everything around me just to make it right Give it all my time, yeah but I'm still never satisfied Quality over quantity, yeah that's why I barely drop That's the reason when I'm back again my numbers never flop Always work behind the scenes, you know my ethic never stop If I'm not pouring out my heart, I'll never drop another song I'm giving this everything I have to give My legacy ain't no lacking this The remedy for the sadder kids Eternity is how I'm tracking this A eulogy for all the scrutiny That I been under and what they assume on me Ain't no more truancy, I'm on the shooting spree Showin' the world that I'll be great, yeah What you want written on your gravestone? Were you great, were you fake, were you never known? Did you leave a legacy or did you follow every trend? Would you let some people hate you? Or do you try to make amends? What you want written on your gravestone? Were you great, were you fake, were you never known? Did you leave a legacy or did you follow every trend? Would you let some people hate you? Or do you try to make amends?