A Million Times

I roll up to smoke, I started to blow I took me a trip down an old back road And time moves fast, nothing lasts I'm still traumatized by my thoughts of the past In the kitchen you was doing the dishes Starting off with some kissing and then we got down to business Ended up by the stove, my hands around your throat Just the way you like it, baby, you already know Shorty won't let me in (shorty won't let me in), she mental I fucked up again, she 'bout to act up What's that long face for? That's that sad stuff These back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me You broke my heart a million times, but I won't let it happen You got your space and I got mine, but I won't let it happen Iou, iou, these back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me Iou, iou, these back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me So, where do we go from here? When it all used to be so clear You got me facing the things I fear Has it all just disappeared? Been through it, this ain't nothing new to me Spend my time confusing you, got used to you just using me Always back and forth, dealing with each other's scrutiny We did it so ruthlessly, yet it was so beautifully Wish I could take it all back Swear I would do anything to keep that train on the tracks There's so much pain in my chest, thinking of lessons I learned I watched the house go up in flames and I just let that shit burn Shorty won't let me in (shorty won't let me in), she mental I fucked up again, she 'bout to act up What's that long face for? That's that sad stuff These back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me You broke my heart a million times, but I won't let it happen You got your space and I got mine, but I won't let it happen Iou, iou, these back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me Iou, iou, these back roads don't ride like that road where you rode with me So, where do we go from here? When it all used to be so clear You got me facing the things I fear Has it all just disappeared?