October Forever

I don't know if I can hold it together My heart is turning cold with the weather, October forever I'm over the terror, I'm part of it now I don't know if I can make an exception Even Michael wore a vacant expression, a face of deception The hatred that crept in, I'm part of it now I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right You're treading down a dark path In fall weather Flashlights glow but you don't feel better Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside Still feel dead inside I don't know if I can make it to morning I hear somebody break in the door in the basement I boarded Their face is abhorrent, I'm frozen in place But Laurie Strode would never lie down defenseless I decide it's time to find my redemption but my eyes lamented At my knife's reflection There's a mask on my face I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right You're treading down a dark path In fall weather Flashlights glow but you don't feel better Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside Still feel dead inside It feels like I'm still in the dark I never escaped They ripped me apart I became what I hate I swear that the fear left me blind And ridden with doubt These terrors are mine They live in me now I don't know if I can hold it together My heart is turning cold with the weather October forever, I'm over the terror I'm part of it now I don't know if I can hold it together My heart is turning cold with the weather October forever, I'm over the terror I'm part of it now I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right You're treading down a dark path In fall weather Flashlights glow but you don't feel better Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside I don't know if I can hold it together My heart is turning cold with the weather October forever, I'm over the terror I'm part of it now