Heart Shut (feat. Tenille Townes)

I'm sitting here in a neon cloud You walk in and there ain't no doubt You look happy now Damn, you look happy now He takes your coat and gets your chair You're talking fast, you cut your hair You still drink Coke and crown Yeah, you look happy now I wish I could walk over, say, "Hello, how you been?" Pretend that this ain't killing me, pretend we're just old friends I wish I could just lie to you, keep my feelings all locked up But when it comes to you, I know I'll say too much 'Cause it's hard to keep my heart shut It's hard to keep my heart shut There's a gravity that's in this room Why do I feel so pulled to you When I'm right here with him? Damn, I looked at you again I took some space, I gave it time For the smoke to clear, for the fire to die But the flame's still flickering And I'm right here with him I wish I could walk over, say, "Hello, how you been?" Pretend that this ain't killing me, pretend we're just old friends I wish I could just lie to you, keep my feelings all locked up But when it comes to you, I know I'll say too much 'Cause it's hard to keep my heart shut I wonder if you feel the way I do Is it better if we never know the truth? I wish I could walk over, say, "Hello, how you been?" Pretend that this ain't killing me, pretend we're just old friends I wish I could just lie to you, keep my feelings all locked up But when it comes to you, I know I'll say too much 'Cause it's hard to keep my heart shut It's hard to keep my heart shut I can't keep my heart shut, oh I can't keep my heart shut I can't keep my heart shut