Lyrics
Came so far from
Where I used to be
Could have been gone
Check my history
I can't lie I'm
Where I wanna be
Can't go back now
Finally doin' me
Let me tell you bout the time when I almost gave up
Or what about the time when I almost paid up
Laid up with the wrong one time after time
Hands clutched real tight on what wasn't even mine
Never understood why I chased after folk
Or why I tried to change what was outta my control
Or why I played with fire several times
Heart broke
Thank God that I walked out
Can't smell the smoke
Remember feeling weak
No future mask on
Smile on my face
Underneath all alone
Lights camera action
Pretend for the world
What it look like walkin' round broken black girl
Been runnin' through this life with a cape on
Make believe super hero get her fake on
Keepin' it 100 til the grave
Ain't no shame in my game
Big ups to my G
Cuz I'm finally on my way
Yee
Came so far from
Where I used to be
Could have been gone
Check my history
I can't lie I'm
Where I wanna be
Can't go back now
Finally doin' me
Lookin' back at a time when I was closed off
Ain't want nobody seeing me til I was hosed off
No dirt, no mistakes, no clothes off
Keep it all together for the audience til lights off
Worked real hard to keep appearances
My pain, I ain't want nobody hearin' it
Fearin' it
The world and its judgment
I could write a book with the ammo of truth that I got
Wait I already did
Lessons learned
Life ain't perfect
All the time I wasted tryna reach perfection for this world
Yo I promise it wasn't even worth it
Everybody got issues
We just all tryna make it
But no more fakin'
Keep it real
I can take the passenger
He can take the wheel
Just a girl from Oakland
Fasho ain't arrived
But I promise I'm where I wanna be
Fina win at this life
Came so far from
Where I used to be
Could have been gone
Check my history
I can't lie I'm
Where I wanna be
Can't go back now
Finally doin' me
Used to be in my feelings
Hid my wounds not dealin'
With the hurt and pain holdin' me back
Runnin' through this life steady off track
Finally had to stand up
Take back all I lost
Remember who already paid the cost
Now I'm so free you can best believe
Movin' on ain't going back
Nothin' there for me, yeah
Came so far from
Where I used to be
Could have been gone
Check my history
I can't lie I'm
Where I wanna be
Can't go back now
Finally doin' me
Writer(s): Porsche Kelly
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