Silent

You call me up and remain silent Your breathing's under control I wouldn't trust a word you could say I feel alive when you're gone And I don't know how to feel I still have the same anger after all these years No, I don't need to move on, I need to fix something Don't come any closer, stay the fuck away from me I have to separate what I feel from what I know I don't want to play this game I can't believe it's the world I've always known Am I alive? I wouldn't give it another shot Don't call me when you feel lost at night You call me up and remain silent Your breathing's under control I wouldn't trust a word you could say I feel alive when you're gone I know you're thinking about the things we've left undone Don't call me up to remain silent I feel best when you're gone And the silence is killing you But that's all I expect from you I know your deepest lies But you'll never get to know what's deep inside me You never tried to walk in my shoes 'Cause it all goes back to you I have to break this endless silence And stay away from you Every word you said was torture But your silence is even worse And you're not even close to knowing me I can read it in your mind Your heart is waiting somewhere and I lose a part of mine You were the worst part of me I can feel it down my spine Something in me is crawling Into the void you left inside Crawling in my mind And I lose a part of mine I can feel it down my spine Somewhere deep inside You call me up and remain silent My breathing's under control I wouldn't trust a word you could say I feel alive when you're gone I know you're thinking about the things we've left undone Don't call me up to remain silent I feel best when you're gone