Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kalon Henson
Songwriter
Lyrics
Never saw them drugs fostered in my house
Ran through 12
Hit 2 splits
Cast 4 spells
Went all in
Smelled the tulips as the bodies fell
I couldn't fathom getting help
With identity lost inside of bigotry and upside down hell
Found my truth later on quite enticing
Soul made its return debut
But that didn't stop the fighting between my mind and its matter
Struggling to climb this latter as everybody's pulling from underneath me
Endured it for a while but now i'm bleeding
Looked up surprised to see God walking away
Dismissed this life set set like i had nothing left to say
Like i got nothing left to say
The hallways kept me horrified
Locked in my own mind as every living soul scampered by
Awkward eye contact
Meaningless hand exchange
Solitude within the masses shit
Thats your average school day
See my crush in the classroom
Hands were shaking like meemaw on early service Sunday
Cafe americanos filled the room
Always felt nothing but nervous
Somebody outta place
Seth breakin 'rules placed Instead of momma's toothpaste
Never grew up to care
Living life behind a lazy face id break it with a chair
They never had a truth to face
Yet was always cutting my hair
Dismembered by bomb threats
Imagination igniting more neglect
Hiding behind a sport support only knew my best
Could give a fuck about the dork
I figured out the rest
No you didn't
Writer(s): Kalon Henson
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