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Another day, another reason, 'nother changing of the season Endless pushing myself forward, everyday feels like the worst day of my life End now I wish I never even tried It's so ridiculously boring Just habitually avoiding Any complex conversation Seems the human race is doomed to live a lie And now I must find how I will survive Please tell me what I am I don't feel like a man I think I've bitten off more than I can chew I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too I've never really felt like I belonged I don't feel like people listen, or ever really wanna talk So now I'm always dreaming of a life that feels like home Somehow I must make it on my own I wonder how else I should play What other moves left I should make Or is the lesson that I'm learning just to amputate before you cauterize? It's something that I've learned a thousand times It's like you warn them not to show up, cause eventually, you blow it Their response is just outrageous Cause they knew you were this crazy the whole time But the adage says two wrongs don't make it right Please tell me what I am I don't feel like a man I think I've bitten off more than I can chew I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too Walk on alone Until I've learned my lesson, a thousand and first time shown It makes things less confusing when I'm the only one I trust What could be is as frustrating as what was What could be is as frustrating as what was What could be is as frustrating as what was