Suffice to Say

I got this message from your name You'd been listening to Ocean Frank And it made you think of me You hope I'm doing great And hoped it wasn't a mistake But wait As things were coming to an end You said That you'd be open to us still being friends Mentioning we should eventually reconnect Before you stopped me By blocking me on all the interwebs So I took that moment To ask if you were interested You said you were And asked if I'd be into it I said I would It don't gotta be nothing intricate Just wanna know How's life been Since the time that we were intimate? Admitted I just wanted to say what's up Maybe remind myself Exactly why did we break up Half-expecting you to Want to try and make things up But when you didn't I had to put this into quotations You look just like the girl That I used to date But something about you has changed It makes me want you back But that's a risk I can't take Suffice to say You're different and the same In all the best ways Last I heard You were moving to New Orleans But Here we sit Inside a café in Portland And You look gorgeous But I guess that's not important It appears as though Our time apart's Allowed you to move forward 'Cause you seem so happy Like I was holding you up You push your comfort zone And don't rely on anyone No longer want a relationship No, you just wanna have fun Unlike the girl who said She's ready to settle down with someone But you still look fine And your smile's still a masterpiece Still look in my eyes as we talk so casually All the inside jokes still come so naturally As all the good times Simultaneously come back to me And this has to be a front But I miss you so much But I can't forget the reasons Why we're no longer one I Gotta keep my head up And think straight because honestly This is not about you It's about what I want you to be You look just like the girl That I used to date But something about you has changed It makes me want you back But that's a risk I can't take Suffice to say You're different and the same In all the best ways I must ignore the voice in my head What it says messes things up It's the train in the distance That Paul Simon sings of And it never goes away It only changes shape I just can't help but feel like I made a mistake 'Cause you look just like the girl That I used to date But something about you has changed It makes me want you back But that's a risk I can't take Suffice to say You're different and the same In all the best ways