Different Anymore

I break myself to pieces For everybody else to take They put it all back together In the size and shape they wanna make So I carry around the ashes Of everything I was before And lately it seems, the matches Are the only book I'm reaching for 'Cause I-I don't wanna be different anymore Don't wanna be different anymore I've changed No I-I I'm trying to be different than before I'm trying to be different than before I changed When the water is finally still I can see all the parts that are wrong There's two sides to the mirror And I'm trying to see which one I'm on 'Cause I don't wanna be different anymore I don't wanna be different anymore I've changed No I-I I'm trying to be different than before I'm trying to be different than before I changed There once was a lion somewhere inside It's teeth have all fallen out And though I keep trying to face my pride I'll never make you proud So I don't wanna be different anymore I don't wanna be different anymore I've changed No I-I I'm trying to be different than before I'm trying to be different than before I changed