Right Back to the Start

I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back here I came back to my home, it was slashed and torn Went looking for a lover, but she was never born Went searching for a friend in a lightning storm But once more, was only ignored My grandfather's eyes flash against the wall I stay up all night, expecting his call I hang on to the pain for far too long Was I wrong for wanting at all? I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back here I guess I'll have to move, leave the lions asleep Stop playing my guitar, and start counting sheep Say goodbye to everyone, and live in a dream You can't be mad, you were the first to leave Some people can't be loved, some people can't sing Some people let their hearts do all the talking I spent 30 years collecting the seeds But they all died, so I guess I'm walking I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back to the start I'm right back here I'm right back to the start Still searching for the heart, yeah We'll come down again