Stuck

Feeling like I'm lost in my damn mind Searching for an exit that I can't find Demons I am seeing and they ran by I don't have the skills this ain't hand-eye Looking at the hour glass, sand dives Am I being honest, if I have lies Numbed until I question what are sad times This is just the usual, when plans die Forming into what they want, I have been the anti Have another drink I'm always saying this the last time Working on a rap career and then I go and trash mine Fueling up my fire I'm inspired then the gas dried Pour another shot up Imma need some vodka That I'll need a lot of, loko's imma shotgun I be feeling shot up, blood I'mma bouta drop some Wonder when I got numb, where I get this problem Stuck inside my own mind Swear to you the toll climbs I can never Gold mine All I do is foe find Stuck inside my own mind Swear to you the toll climbs I can never Gold mine All I do is foe find Darkness surrounds me, my head has a bounty Off fear is what doubt feeds, I'm stuck in this county Where kids live without dreams, and people have clout needs These Snakes hissing loudly, no sunlight it's cloudy Teachers were saying that I'm a disaster My family calling me a little bastard My classmates were saying i won't be a rapper These girls were all laughing and casting there chatter Haunting me, and it's taunting me People showing colors like the autumn leaves Trying out for basketball I'm off the team I have got some foes that are stalking me Everyone wants something don't talk to me If you see me socialize it's awkwardly Thinking That I'm on, something's off in me Thinking that I'm hard, these thoughts soften me Stuck inside my own mind Swear to you the toll climbs I can never Gold mine All I do is foe find Stuck inside my own mind Swear to you the toll climbs I can never Gold mine All I do is foe find