Pending (feat. J.O.)

We don't talk like that Yea You said you really busy but something is really Off bout that Yea But I just don't assume cuz you don't like that Yea But the thought in my head just killer girl Gat Dang Yea Every time My phone lit I thought it was you But was the homies Wish it was you cuz I'm feeling so lonely Had a talk with paps told me I'm growing I have a bright future stay on it Girls come later Just stay focus Music, track And all my components Will come together so I'm really on it I've been grinding and staying focus Yea That's crazy Dam Spent my time on us instead of school work Lowered learning standards for a text first But you doin you whiles I'm hurt I guess someone new wouldn't really hurt Love can be a blessing or curse Don't wanna sound upset cuz that would make you upset You gatta understand Some things are transparent Spirit of discernment I feel your energy Draining me Yes I'm certain Everytime I want you back You just get to curving I hope your love isn't fake That's my last thought You acting jolly But you resembling a dam mascot Happy on the outside but inside girl you really not You think my love is fake Hell nah, but I'll let my homie talk You know bro I feel like I heard this before Every single detail The way she moving Bro that girl was so wrong So wrong I felt like she was playing game She was playing games for real Overthinking messed up our sanity She was off the rails for real She would break down at put all the blame on me And I would take it silently I would try to keep the peace Mentally and try to stay out of reach But I didn't make it better Guess my silence only Increased the weather And calling your name only Decreased my header I knew I knew I had to leave I knew I had to be alone Alone Alone I know I know I know I'm done with these games Im done with the playing Im done wasting energy I used think it was love But people can change And that's what's been nagging me I know, I know I know The love was real It made me feel But I gatta give it up