Sometimes I end up waking up while the city still's asleep
I dream about a day when all my doubts may disappear
And yet I found myself writing a song to make things clear
It's already December, as snow falls along with rain
The feeling of regret makes me afraid of changing lane
And yet those dreams I had, still linger deep within my brain
I, now, feel like a survivor of a war against myself
Neither won nor lost, just left there to float in time
Oh, don't mind me, I'm just dreaming to spend this lonely night
I guess I'll be alright
It's easy to pretend to know exactly what to say
But words don't always come to heal the pain along the way
And yet those dreams I had, still linger deep within my brain
I thought I had the answer, so why the hell am I confused?
Another victim of delusion, another dream to be abused
And if death comes to greet me, then what am I supposed to say?
Will I die dreaming the future or will I still live in yesterday?
I am one of those survivors of a war against themselves
Neither won nor lost, just left there to float in time
Oh, don't mind me, I'm just dreaming to spend this lonely night
I guess I'll be just fine
