Every single day I have these thoughts in my head
That keeps me away from the way that I want to live
Another night another second I take
Where I convince myself that I don't need to speak up for help
Without a moment to give
It suffocates me taking the air that I breathe
It's like it's never enough, this cycle never ends and I can't get out of it
I just need a breath.
To get me out of this fucking mess
I can't seem to rest.
I'm terrified it always comes back
Nothing as it seems I don't know what to believe
Hanging by the end of a thread
There's too much on my mind, can't fucking sleep through the night
Maybe I'm in over my head
I don't think this will change, I've never been so afraid
Will I ever see this end?
I'll carry this weight over again and again
Like knives into my lungs
It's suffocating me
This life I'm forced to lead
I can't fucking sleep.
This constant misery
Induced anxiety
This dread inside of me
I'll carry this weight over again and again
