All I've Had

When I wake the moon still fading in the sky There are shapes around the room A man made out of clothes on a chair And I look to him for all my greatest life advice And he holds me when I'm scared And he takes all that I fear What if all I have What if all I've had Has been for nothing Nothing When I wash myself I close my eyes or stare At the ceiling with Its cracks Lucky I can't break my mother's back from here And when the bells are tolling down the hill (Ahhh) Asking me to free my will (Ooo) I refuse to hear the shrill of it What if all I have What if all I've had Has been for nothing What if all I have What if all I've had Has been for nothing Nothing Nothing