White Lies

There's this game that I play Where I like to say I'm safe in her arms But I know that's a lie There's this place that I hide Somewhere no one can find Oops, I misplaced my life Kinda lose myself sometimes There's this trash in my room It kinda dampened my mood I had a few friends, a crew I sorta threw 'em out too There's these white little lies That help me not to cry Like, "I'm fine" Or, "Maybe it'll be better next time" I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the fourth day Watchin' my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how I'll end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the fourth day Watchin' my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how I'll end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays I don't know why I isolate myself The only time I'll hang is with my belt Everyone was there to watch me drown But I lost anyone who could get me out There's this trash in my room It kinda dampened my mood I had a few friends, a crew I sorta threw 'em out too There's these white little lies That help me not to cry Like, "I'm fine" Or "Maybe it'll be better next time" I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the fourth day Watchin' my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how I'll end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the fourth day Watchin' my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how I'll end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays