I Left This Life To Rot

Depression isn't hating life It's a love dedicated to misery, suffering, death... It's a never ending circle of darkness that surrounds You for your whole life That guides you into the arms of demise... I can hear the angels crying I can hear the demons scream Part of me feels like I'm dying And for the first time I feel free And now I'm surrounded by comfort I love this grief that fulfills my bittered soul That will release every single bone That will complete... That will enable me to leave... That will enable me to sleep... Forever! I left this life to rot in peace I was born to leave reality The only feeling that I ever felt Was pain and tranquility in misery I was born to leave this life And I have tried a hundred times I can't describe this pain, divine The life I lived is far behind I love the feeling When you stand beyond Life and death Life and death... Life and death... I left this life to rot in peace I was born to leave reality The only feeling that I ever felt Was pain and tranquility in misery I was born to leave this life And I have tried a hundred times I can't describe this pain, divine The life I lived is far behind I love the feeling When you stand beyond Life and death Life and death... Life and death... All that's left is darkness Emptiness filling my heart Reigning my flesh And all that's left is the rotten smell of death...