Me Time

I took some time for myself Found a place where I could watch my mental health I found someone else I took some time for me Found a place where I could be lonely You were there as well You go where I go Follow me home I took some time away Found a place where thought I'd be okay But I'm not okay now Life started getting loud I found a place where there was no-one around I felt surrounded You go where I go Take me the places that I don't know I just want to be alone but I don't want to let you go I'm letting you go Suns out I feel under the weather again I'm not fine but its kind to pretend Maybe I should start telling my friends But they're like Why you sad why you acting depressed You ain't even got it bad Man it's all in your head If you really want to die You'd already be dead I don't want to die though If it was something physical I wouldn't write a song If it was something spiritual I'd find a psychic But instead, I'm looking for somebody's shoulder I can cry upon I found yours and it's so fucking cold Oh my god Since the only shoulder is a cold one Fuck it I'm cracking one open I won't stop drinking until the day is over Might have a cigarette and I'm not even a smoker Man I'm stressed out I can't even get out of bed now How am I supposed to keep my chin up when my heads down Feel left out because my friends are going drinking I'm too busy overthinking I don't turn up I'm dressed down Depressed wow I just need time to sort my head out I took some time for myself Far be it for me to ask for help But