Self Harm

Self harm is not the way to go It's just a way to cope lately Self harm by the pound Every mile stretch further than I thought These thoughts working on me tough I'm managing the cost, what it cost to go there? I'm left lost, left last to figure out what I saw See me December with my flaws laid out Gotta chant, cause most of my memories in a vault Searching for some peace, I held it all along All this weakness cannot measure, I'm at fault Hairdresser dawn with feathers of a harp My pops thinking of me, trust I felt him on the wall These issues just reflect what I was taught Toilet tissue, wipe my eyes, I wipe my nose, don't let me fall When I fell I should've known I knew it was in time Can only call my momma I should've hit the dro', the only way I face these problems Through the haze of smoke lately, just being honest That's why I cry in front my lady, blazing like a comet Fear in loathing at its source I couldn't even promise Breaking em, just hurt to know I flourish, treat me kindly I deserve to be at peace, the decency remind me At my core I'm just the same little boy touring Angels rejoice when Sage reach the point on this timeline when grace is anointed Time flying by, they greet me with appointments Disappointment, no facade to what the point is I was busy being poignant Self harm is not the way to go Just a way to cope lately Let me know Self harm is not the way to go Just a way to cope lately Such a shame, yeah Self harm is not the way to go Just a way to cope lately Sometimes, sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out My own home (Where you going? Home)