Growing Pains

Flashbacks to my adolescents Circumstances different but she made sure we had some presents Christmas morning we ain't have shit she let us open early Black Friday deals after Thanksgiving she was in a hurry We grow up fast, memories from the past Constantly in my thoughts when I take a sip from this glass How priorities go from family to sitting in class Went from chasing after my sister to chasing this cash, damn We can't say goodbye to yesterday Product of our environments so just let us pray Still remember when auntie Janet would let us stay And we had family say we was blessed the jealous way, different sacrifices Constant arguments who was dressed up the nicest Made it look good, don't try to ask me the prices Looking through these photos realizing how much I changed Ain't know that growing up meant that some things just won't be the same for real I don't know if it's my growing pains Or pain growing, all I know is I can't stay the same Feel like everything is starting to change I don't know if it's my growing pains Residual thoughts Not realizing the sacrifice was a critical loss Now I'm a lyrical boss pardon my tendencies Working so much, losing my time, I hope they remember me the grind is real Consistent reminders in case they forget I'm kinda ill Nowadays schedules booked, so later got time to kill Future got me invested, past memories collected The path we on was tested. just tryna reconnect it I don't know if it's my growing pains, Or pain growing, all I know is I can't stay the same Feel like everything is starting to change I don't know if it's my growing pains I don't know if it's my growing pains Or pain growing, all I know is I can't stay the same Feel like everything is starting to change I don't know if it's my growing pains