Blue Mist in My Head

I just wanna be real Sadness holds me hostage when you're near Like a depression machine A picture of good health 'til I go deep It's only when I get down People keep pretending I'm a frown Coping with a disease But the bright lights couldn't protect me From the ten-mile stare And when I'm not there Blue mist in my head Anxiety was made for me, I guess I keep it on the inside Smiling through my broken teeth again But when I cross the line I lose myself unleash pure bitter hell It's only when I get down People keep pretending I'm a frown Coping with a disease But the bright lights couldn't protect me From the ten-mile stare When I'm not there Blue mist in my head Anxiety was made for me, I guess No memory for forgetting No commitment in your presence No solution to the struggle No forgiveness for your penance From the ten-mile stare When I'm not there Blue mist in my head Anxiety was made for me Truth is I am scared From the ten-mile stare When I'm not there Blue mist in my head Anxiety was made for me, I guess From the ten-mile stare When I'm not there Blue mist in my head Anxiety was made for me, I guess (Three, four...)