There are things she didn't know after four years with me
Funny, how I thought with you I could open up so easily
But it's just that I can't say what's really on my mind
I must admit in some kind of ways I seem kinda blind
But why can't I be honest
Oh I just wanna be honest to myself
But mostly towards you
Knock, knock
"Here I am again, your old friend self-confidence"
Oh man, where have you been I really could have used some help
Don't you see that she is cute, honest and true?
She already saw me breaking down
God knows why she still sticks around
Why
Oh I
I've been sucking a lot lately she said
Well, it's hard to stay on top when you're so damn high instead
So excuse me if I'm not speaking true about my feelings
It's not that I wanna hide them it's just, I can't read them
And I'm all soaked up by my sheets high for no reason
Paralyzed I fantasize I might make it through the ceiling
But why can't I be honest
Oh I just wanna be honest to myself
But mostly towards you
Ooh-ooh she's feeling kinda safe when I'm all over her
Imma get out of my way to be closer yeah
Just please have a little patience
