The Deep End

I been drinking irresponsibly I been thinking bout a lot of things Doin it constant Listen I don't wanna bother you But I think bout what we used to do Fucking up options Nothing was cautious Now we living from deposit to posit Looking for money to log-in Nothing is obvious Somebody pause it Used to get wasted every night Thought we would make it out alive You used to blaze it more than i You got complacent and you died I went off the deep end and I died Got scrambled up somehow survived Cuz in the deep end there's no light Just fall asleep and close your eyes I went in the water and started to wander away Wonder away who I am Wondering wait who am i Worry I'm wasting my time Worried I'm wasting my days Meanwhile I'm wasting away Was it a waste of a fade Wanted to do something crazy Now I'm just stuck in the rain Then I split In 52 New directions unrequested wasn't expecting this so soon Yeah I really shoulda respected all this substance I abuse Yeah I really shoulda respected all these substances I use Now I'm reeling in a reflection I know That I should probably use more caution when I'm sinking I know That I could probably lose all thoughts of everything that I know That there's a lot more to reality than just what I'm shown And i know I might be fried Was a betrayal from my mind And now I'm on the other side Not sure I'll make it back alive I went off the deep end and i died Got scrambled up somehow survived Cuz in the deep end there's no light Just fall asleep and close your eyes