Filth

Everything was green when August came about Fall was around the corner and my year had just turned sour I was trapped inside a little empty room And Christmastime decidedly came soon Oh, I was tryin' to Let it all just fade away Oh, I tried to You're not the only one who's havin' a bad day Tried fillin' out the spaces, tried fittin' in with my friends I'll bury my emotion in this social interaction and I still feel alone and I'm still stuck inside I might as well have bought a car And hope that it would learn to drive 'Cause I'm not movin' on I'm just hangin' out inside of my own filth And I'm not provin' myself to anyone I'm tired of carryin' around this guilt I'm stuck again But blameless for all of my problems Nothing can fix me I've tried every way I can I'm stuck again But blameless for all of my problems Nothing can fix me I've tried every way I can And as the seasons change, my heart should as well But there's not much left that would impactfully compel Me to restart or get up off my ass Figure out some sort of solution instead of lettin' these moments pass But I'm so tired I just want to go home again And I'm so done with Dealin' with myself and all the issues that comes with I'm stuck again But blameless for all of my problems Nothing can fix me I've tried every way I can I'm stuck again But blameless for all of my problems Nothing can fix me I've tried every way I can