Sentimentality

Taking in the scenery from the corners of your mind I keep getting tangled up in how it all unwinds You woke me up so I could see the way the light fell on my face Dying house plants in the morning, there's something out of place Listen to me I can feel you breathing next to me You're dying to reach me in the dark I'm scared of losing the highs I'm scared of my changing mind and maybe Love isn't making you decide Stumbling over the remnants of a past I can't let go It never goes away, it just falls down and builds like snow I remember bittersweet when your head was on my arm Honeysuckle in the evening, is this still what you want? Listen to me I am less than what I used to be Sentimentality just got too hard I'm scared of losing the highs I'm scared of my changing mind and maybe Love isn't making you decide When all my shit just gets in the way You're staring at me from a picture frame, I'm hoping I didn't fuck things up too bad 'Cause you're the best thing that I have Would you still make a choice to be here? Is this static in my brain or a fall from grace? If you want an out just tell me it's too late I'm scared of losing the highs I'm scared of my changing mind and maybe Love's not the reason we're alive When all my shit just gets in the way You're staring at me from a brighter day, I'm hoping I didn't fuck things up too bad 'Cause I keep confusing the present with the past But you're the best thing that I have