Breaking Point

Now I'm at the end of my rope, with a gun in my hands watching stars explode I hear the void call out she says "pull the trigger, end it now" Waiting for the supernova, all alone with paranoia Taste the iron and watch the flash, soon I'll be a remnant of the past Now it's time to close my eyes, just tell the story of my life I've gone so blind and I'm dead on the inside I'm an addict, I'm a fiend and I cannot be redeemed And you can't save me Death is penance for all my sins, I feel the darkness closing in A desperate endeavor to close my eyes forever Would a bullet through my brain end all my pain? Now it's time to close my eyes, just tell the story of my life I've gone so blind and I'm dead on the inside I'm an addict, I'm a fiend and I cannot be redeemed And you can't save me Set me free I tried the meds, I went to therapy; and in the end I want to know if you were proud of me Forgive my sins, the darkness is closing in Mom and dad, I'm sorry for the shit I've done, soon you'll have to bury another son