On this day I woke up
Wishing I fucking didn't
Hearing the same story on the news
I can't help but notice things won't change anytime soon
Tell me why I should get out and make a difference
When everyone is being lied to
It's easier to believe the lies
I've forced myself to be someone I'm not
For artificial happiness through technology
What have I become?
I'm so sick of worrying about what I get in return
What have I become?
I'm faced to stare at self-hatred
Uncovering the darkest parts of my soul
If we don't own these parts they will forever take control
Change has to come from within the hollow depths of my body
I wish I could stop
They've taught me how to lie to myself
All while burying me alive
It feels like I have the way out and yet I'm still here...
Selfish. Pathetic. Ungrateful. I'm not worth it
