Scared Of Getting Old

Yea I probably should've made it to my class, but I was too busy chasing money, and I probably should've never broke her heart, but I was too scared that she ain't love me, yeah I probably should've taken it slower, but I gotta get it now, you never know, I I probably shouldn't done it all so young, but I was too scared of getting old like We ain't really had no plans of getting old 'Cause where I'm from, it's mad and you just never know I know I'm meant to rap Like I'm some Superman But if you're from the Hood, you're never rеally Far from getting smoked But I'm still in the еnds Like I won't ever go I'm looking better than I am, I just won't ever show I probably should've Stuck to music, it was going well But I was tryna re-up on Some grub in case I never blow Twenty-one and homeless, I was scheming on a lick They wanted new music, I was sleeping in my whip Real-estate agent on My phone just talking shit Tried to make me pay Double 'cause the P's weren't all legit If it weren't for Yinks, I probably would've called it quits My nigga saved my life, I never told him but it's this I've had darker thoughts Than I can ever really say And if it weren't for him, I'd probably be a face you miss And I ain't sure if I grew To be the nigga that I planned cah On one hand, I spent my Last penny with the gang, but On the other hand, I've seen Money, lost money While my mother still pay The treatment bills for my grandma Saw the olders do it as a kid, I thought I'd try it Seventeen and running scams, Me and C were running riot, uh Just some kids that had no patience, Tryna get it Thought we'd see half a mil' Like we'd just started up a diet I probably should've made it to my class, But I was too busy chasing money, and I probably should've never Broke her heart, but I was too scared that she Ain't love me, yeah I probably should've Taken it slower, but I gotta get it now, You never know, I I probably shouldn't Done it all so young, but I was too scared of getting older I probably should've made It to my class, but I was too busy chasing Money, yeah I probably should've never Broke her heart, but I was too scared that She ain't love me, yeah I probably should've taken It slower, but I gotta get it now, you never know, I I probably shouldn't done It all so young, but I was too scared of getting old like I got old girl with old beef, Know I left her lonely She wanted a title, told her She a trophy Couldn't give the whole me, I don't even know me I ain't been to church since The days my clothes were holey I ain't perfect, why lie? Did you wrong, so why try? I could never date her, She don't get my WiFi Hotel then it's bye-bye, Creeping on a fine line Room by the exit, she don't See the skyline All them man you idolise Faker than them sci-fi's Most they do is side-eye, Nothing like their timeline Bro don't really like crying, Rather go and slide by No smoking in his car unless You're talking 'bout a drive Look, I get it, you want me To rap like rappers do To tell you all the ins and outs ' Cause you don't have a clue 'Cause you don't know about The trauma, how it shatters you But I get you're intrigued and I ain't mad at you And bitches couldn't break me, I done seen worser days I was down bad just praying God work a way Couldn't get a job 'cause I ain't have me all the papers Felt like deportation like a stop Search away I hope your worst day's never Your last, I know it'll pass Even when it feels like I'm finished, I know I can't I hope my nigga finds him some peace, I know his past They labeled him a killer, still love him, I know his heart, uh