Scars Like Tattoos

I'm crying now, I needed You Searching for answers and seekin' the truth Something to hold me together, together like glue Jesus, I never met nobody like You All alone, I can hear You whisper In the dark, but I know it's You Wide awake, I can feel You enter Let go and let Your light shine through Anybody been what I went through? Got a heart broke in two Got scars like tattoos But you still gon' fight for the faith that's in you Not there, but I'm en route Got a few more things I could improve Got feet that wanna go in their own direction, but I gotta stay deep-rooted in truth Man, why they so close but so far away? You keep tryna bend me, I'm not gonna break So much to give You and nothing to take Give You my heart, but I gave it away Give it attention, but that's a mistake Give me Your grace, and my guilt was erased I'm tryna pray, got nothing to say Lord, give me the power to get through the day, yeah And I'm pulling in my mess so You can see me through God, I'm needing You to meet me here I'm crying now, I needed You Searching for answers and seekin' the truth Something to hold me together, together like glue Jesus, I never met nobody like You All alone, I can hear You whisper In the dark, but I know it's You Wide awake, I can feel You enter Let go and let Your light shine through We done been through it all, got too involved Been at a low, I wanna end it all And I'm so alone with no one to call And this medication don't help at all I've been drinkin' this alcohol Can't stand up straight, I'm about to fall Fell far, don't think I can get back Got my hands clenched tight, talkin' at the wall, I'm like God, are You real? If so, then take all this anger I feel Swimming in shame, and I'm drowning in guilt Feel like I'm driving but spinnin' my wheels, ah! I'm mentally ill I tried it all, and I never get filled I'm in a valley, and You're on a hill I'm steppin' out, but the water ain't still, look I'm crying now, I needed You Searching for answers and seekin' the truth Something to hold me together, together like glue Jesus, I never met nobody like You All alone, I can hear You whisper In the dark, but I know it's You Wide awake, I can feel You enter Let go and let Your light shine through