Sometimes

You knew the circumstance, you knew her state Yet you were the only one I knew who could relate Her breaths were counting down, soon she wouldn't be living And if you leave me now well I won't forgive it It must have took a lot, knowing you've been here I took a strange comfort in knowing there's grief we could share Still I asked so little of you but nevertheless When I called for you you gave me even less I really could have used you then And tomorrow and today if you care But you don't and I'm just wasting air Sometimes I find myself coming to your defense Sometimes I wonder if I knew this is how it would end Sometimes I think of you when "seventy times 7" comes on Sometimes I wonder if you really realize what you've done Sometimes I wish that I'd never see you again Sometimes I wish that you would just comfort me instead Sometimes I wish that I could relive the good times again and again and again Sometimes I think you're the most selfish person I've ever met I really could have used you then And tomorrow and today if you care But you don't and I'm just wasting air I really could have used you then And tomorrow and today if you care But you don't while I thought you'd be here I really could have used you then And tomorrow and today if you care But you don't while I just languished here