I'm so tired of being awkward
I don't know how to speak up
Maybe one day I'll be less awkward
But I'm too scared for now
I'm on my first year of uni
And, all I know is how to fix problems
But when will I stop fixing other people's problems
And start fixing mine's
I'm forgetting how to write
Now my lyrics don't make sense
Should I give up my dream?
My dream to sing
Sing to a crowd
I don't get why you are still here with me
But I thank God for what I have
I was never really a believer...
I'm still not a believer
But it's you who I believe
Oooh mom what's happening to me
Am I forgetting how to be myself again
I just wanna be myself
Oooh mom what's happening to me
I am too scared to go on my own
But fuck things
All things
Things must go on
Things must go on
Things must go on
So, I told her to lean on my shoulders
And that everything was going to be fine
I wished I wouldn't have lied that night
I... I wish
I was so reckless with myself
And everybody else
I...
It all must go to an end
Everything goes to an end
It all must go to an end...
