Don't Let Go

(Yeah) I wanna talk about something that's been on my mind Something we all struggle with (Uh) I'm on the verge of giving up now Prayed to God, but I'm feeling all alone, How? Just yesterday I had it all now it's gone, Wow Now everybody saying they praying on my profile Nobody sees all the hurt that I'm going through And all these painkillers that my body's numb to So many sleepless nights So many weary days Just wanna lay in bed until I fade away This is probably the realest song I ever wrote Suicide on my mind because I couldn't cope Tried to end it all with pills sliding down my throat Can't believe I even took the time to write a note I know you said that you'd never ever leave me I can't do this all alone, please forgive me Tears running down my face until I'm empty I'm trying to find a way But I've been blinded and I can't see Lord hold me close and don't let go If I die now, I'll surely lose my soul Please don't give up until I break through Cuz you want me Lord, but I need you Lord hold me close and don't let go Cuz if I die now, I'll surly lose my soul Keep holding on until I'm rescued Cuz I'm not found, until I'm lost in you These walls are closing in it's getting hard for me to breathe I got some heavy burdens that a bottle can't relieve I tried to stop the pain but these feelings never leave I wanna tell someone my problems but nobody will believe That I'm battling depression even though I go to church They never talk about it so I put it in a verse How can I fast forward when my mind is in reverse Had me contemplating ways that'll put me in a hearse Everybody's gotta past, everybody's got stains Everybody rather smile than admit they feel pain You can have an umbrella, but it doesn't mean a thing When you're drowning in your tears you forget about the rain Yeah my past was a lesson gotta put it all behind You'll never break free if you give it all your time I gotta put depression in the back of my mind Put my eyes on the cross When the sun don't wanna shine (yeah) Lord hold me close, and don't let go If I die now, I'll surely lose my soul Please don't give up until I break through Cuz you want me Lord, but I need you Lord hold me close, and don't let go Cuz if I die now, I'll surly lose my soul Keep holding on until I'm rescued Cuz I'm not found until I'm lost in you Never let me go (no) Please don't let me go (yeah yeah) I'm just a broken soul Please these broken pieces Lord and make me whole (yeah yeah) Never let me go I'm right here begging please don't let me go (no no) I got nobody else to save me from myself That's why I need your help Why you died for me lord I'll never know So hold me close and never let me go Cuz I was on my way to being six below Until you canceled death, and then you saved my soul I will never be the same, but sometimes I still cry I hurt a lot of people when I didn't even try I'm sorry Mom I really didn't wanna die Just don't know a better way to stop these feelings inside Lord hold me close, and don't let go If I die now, I'll surly lose my soul Please don't give up until I break through Cuz you want me Lord, but I need you Lord hold me close, and don't let go Cuz if I die now I'll surely lose my soul Keep holding on until I'm rescued Cuz I'm not found until I'm lost in you Cuz I'm not found until I'm lost in you Cuz I'm not found until I'm lost in you