Polaroid

I'm in a loop Nothing changed Nothing new I could use a change of scene Or just a different view I'm overdue Searching for an avenue Waiting for a way out Waiting for a way out I'm coming loose I think I'm needing something soon Watching moons fade And sleeping 'til the afternoon I haven't left my room Tell me what the fuck is new It's all the same now It's all the same now It's so mundane Every day I hope for change But I ain't changing Every time I rearrange I end up staying more the same I can't tell on who's to blame Is it me or on my fate? Something else should take the reigns But either way I'm on my Polaroid I'm bathing in the wake now Bathing in the wake now (I'm in doubt) I'm breaking from the weight now Breaking from the weight now (I miss out) On being with my fate now Being with my fate now If only you could see it If only you could see it all So what's the use In stressing what I'm thinking through Just to reconsider everything I thought I knew I need a clue Before I fade and make anew Before I fade out Before I fade out See every day Every day I hope for change But I ain't changing Every time I rearrange I end up staying more the same Maybe I won't ever change Rearranging what's the same Bringing in another thing Might be the way I need a Polaroid I'm bathing in the wake now Bathing in the wake now (I'm in doubt) I'm breaking from the weight now Breaking from the weight now (I miss out) On being with my fate now Being with my fate now If only you could see it If only you could see it all Everything goes according to plan It's just not your plan to make