all i can see

I wish I had friends I wish I had anyone to save me But I ain't like them (like them) I'm just a nightmare in the making I pray that this ends That the Baphomet will take me Away from loose ends (loose) 'Cause I'm not to be forsaken Maybe its a part of me, the anxiety But the funny thing is it's all I can see And it lies to me, fucking blinding me While I honestly just Feel like I'm on drugs Even though I don't even take 'em It's fucking me up Ride these highs to feel complacent It's like I'm on drugs I hide sometimes so I feel safe from The pain in my gut Yeah, it's fucking me up Feels like I'm on drugs, yeah I should dive in (I should dive in) Swim to the surface when I'm stable Let's skip the pretend (let's skip the pretend) 'Cause this life is not a fable This story don't end (this story don't end) 'Til I'm hooked to all these cables And start to see red (and start to see red) As they lie me on the table Maybe it's the start of things Something I can't see It's beyond a dream, an advisory And it lies to me, fucking blinding me When I honestly just Feel like I'm on drugs Even though I don't even take 'em It's fucking me up Ride these highs to feel complacent It's like I'm on drugs I hide sometimes so I feel safe from The pain in my gut Yeah, it's fucking me up Somebody wake me 'Cause life is a daydream And I'm wasting time with you So many faces Yeah, I'm losing patience And I'm stuck on loving you Feels like I'm on drugs Yeah, feels like I'm on drugs Feels like I'm on drugs Feels like I'm on drugs Yeah, yeah